@@

突然有心情想写~
不过又没东西可以写~
已经holiday mood了~


值得开心的是，
今年的圣诞节可以和家人一起度过=)



要考试了呢~~
压力和紧张的心情我的没有

怎么办呢=.=?



==========================================================

我… …又手痒了呢~
这里应该也会在近期内改网址吧~~

或者，保留原状，
然后~~
荒废~~

这次会搬到,
你们
找不到的地方=)


想写的东西又怕别人泄露出去
想抒发却抒发不了的心情还真郁闷呐~

=3=

+12!!

终于+12啦！哇哈哈哈

还换了个造型

不过发型好像很娘==

我说

我没进过钱玩dj

为什么就是不信=.=

**心情超好**

F A I L

FAIL 3 SUBJECT

GPA 1.2

CGPA 1.5

WHAT TO DO?

EXTEND 1 MORE YEAR AND RETAKE BA.

NEXT TRY WILL BE BETTER I BELIEVE.

SORRY FOR DISSAPPOINT THOSE WHO CARES ME..

ESPECIALLY MY FAMILY.

SORRY FOR LETTING U ALL DOWN..

AND CONGRATS FOR MY DEAR..

U R AWESOME!! XD

闷

其实很想学学烹饪

再学些手艺

再学好驾车

可是就是开不了口

我又白白地浪费了一个假期

=(

伤害lv4 ♥

意外的获得

伤害lv4

没玩弹弹堂的人不懂他的珍贵

这个伤害lv4

我可以卖出rm100…

副本过后我知道我拿到时吓了一跳

很多人说恭喜

还有加我为好友=。=

谢谢回忆，关心，清楚带我pogu英雄

不然我也拿不到这么样的好东西

谢谢你们=3=

2nd competition xp

HI ya bloggers!

i m back with another competition again! XD

PLEASE DO HELP ME A FAVOR TO LIKE ON MY PHOTO.

thanks, i really do appreciate. =)

firstly, go like on this website:

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secondly, like on my photo:

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last time i din win for the contest. T.T

but i hope this time i can win.

help me, will u ?

please =)

SEM BREAK ? @@

I finish my final exam.

the worst sem i ever been.

i think i will get the worst result i ever get in my life.

sigh.

btw,

congrats my sis for getting 3.6785 gpa & cgpa for her y1s1!

i m proud of u.

and i believe mami and dadi too.

^^

LASTLY . . .

WHERE IS MY HOLIDAY MOOD ? ! !

3 subjects to go ♥

can somebody tell me

how am i going to enjoy exam??

=(

dissappointed =(

had my 1st exam on saturday.

and it made me felt dissappointed, deeply.

very dissappointed to myself.

i had failed the 1st subject and the most important subject for my course.

i knew that this subject is not easy and i study harder than usual.

but still, i apply wrong method for the 1st and 2nd question,

whenever now i recall back, i felt regret.

y i go gatal go change my answer?!!

the previous method i wrote was correct!!!

i hate myself =(

and,

for the 3rd and 4th question i had answer with my common knowledge.

i din memorized the term and definitions.

but i did memorized for the steps.

unfortunately my mind was totally blank when i answer the paper.

and confusing for which method to apply.

i had high coursework marks.

i only have to score 30 / 100 marks to pass,

and yet, i still failed to do so.

HOW FUCKING PERSON I AM ! ! ! ! !

it is the greatest chance for me to pass or even score for this subject!

and yet!!! what am i doing!!!

y i keep nervous and suspect my own answer.. =(

sigh..

keep on asking and asking why i m so stupid.

i disappointed many people.

my parents, my bf, my friends and my teachers.

i told my parents,

i would never failed again.

i told them, i will graduate on time.

i knew my parents very sayang me, all the time.

they earn money hard enough,

to let me study until university.

they gives me all the best things.

my dad even bought me samsung galaxy s2 for my birthday present this year.

but, i disappointed them. =(

i told my bf,

i would graduate together with him.

we can encourage each other and get a certificate,

proudly graduate together with all of our friends.

but now?

i m the worst. i still have 2more failed subject not yet retake!

and now plus 1 more!

i feel so guilty whenever i study with him.

because he is more and more hardworking compare to the lazy me.

i cried after my 1st exam.

cried alone in the room, so helpless.

he came to find me and console me.

he told me i still got him, and dun be sad..

but the more he console, the more tears dripping from my eyes.

i try to smile but i just cant control my tears and sadness from popping.

i had disappointed him. =(

me and my friend thian yeek had make a promise.

i wont failed any subject again on the 1st day he went to his uni.

he is a good friend, a good student, and a good son of his parents.

he score cgpa 3.2 on STPM but he couldnt get the course and uni he wants.

with no choice, he have to go for Universiti Malaysia Pahang,

which not even in his list and taking the course he not interest.

( blame our malaysia government! )

i feel pity for him, cz he shldnt be wasted in this way.

and i felt myself is so lucky than him.

but i waste my parents money to retake subject again and again.

for my advisor,

which is the tutor for this subject,

she keep told me how dangerous and how serious to get a bad result.

i promise her i will add oil and improved my result.

and now, i think i will failed to do so.

lastly, for me.

i regret i hate i disappointed myself.

but, what to do..?

how i wish that lecturers make my paper lost and let me resit for the exam.

but i guess it was impossible. =(

so,

i guess the only way i can do is think positively,

and put more effort for the following 4subjects.

wish me can get at least 2A and 2B-

so that i can maintain my gpa and cgpa at 2.0 ..

i need PTPTN..

i dun wan to burden my parents more and more..

this few days,

i keep think about this matter

and sadness keep on arouse..

make me cant focus on my studies.

haiz

now i learned my lesson..

i wont make the same mistake ever!

=(

new skin again HAHA ♥

Recently fall in love wv grey!

welcome to new blog skin again!

HAHA

hand gatal go change blogskin during exam period.

kinda waste my time. x(

but i jz couldnt focus on my study. =(

bt ANYWAY, i will try my best.

4 subject to go . . =)

Good luck in finals!!

and

HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL!!

好久没和家人

一起在院子提灯笼了

提灯笼会很幼稚咩?

TT.TT

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Dear bloggers..

please help me press like on my photo ><

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THANKS FOR YOUR VOTE please help me share it out if can~ XD ♥

ALL THE BEST IN FINALS!! ❤

p/s: this is ddt on9 contest 弹弹堂你赞我赏拍拍乐竞赛

winner will get rm1500 rare weapon.

i still need 150 likes. please vote me. =))

PLEASE ASK UR HOUSEMATE AND FRIENDS TO HELP ME TOO..

VERY VERY VERY THANKS!! =))

sincerely, ME.

HAHA ♥

hi ASUS!! =D ♥

Last sem break my dearest lappy --

LENOVO

black out..

i've send it for repair bt the workers keep on delay and delay

seems unwilling to fix it =((

so i unable to bring it to KL on time.

and then..

my dad bought me a new lappy straight away!!

welcome to my family -- ASUS!!

i promise u take care u more carefully and nicely =DD

and lenovo,

please get well..~~ =(

Masquerate Ball Night ♥

迟来的post*

UTAR KL CAMPUS

Art & Craft society + dance club 合作

Masquerate Ball Night （面具舞会）

地点在 PALACE of GOLDEN HORSE

虽然我是只是区区的一个Assistant decoration manager

可是我还是乐在其中

途中 出现很多问题 而且还要麻烦我的朋友

大家都搞到很累 我也觉得很不好意思

哈哈 抱歉啊 dennis, a cheok, wilson, seng keong

出发去布置的当晚

布置背景*

虽然不是很完美 但是我们尽力了

4个帅哥helper的合照

演习？囧

preparation complete

*要拿他们号码 请sms我 =X

舞会开始

booklet很不错呢~

life band

我 & alex 客串cat walk

*真好有个帅哥partner xD

摆个post~ =.=

*请原谅我 我向来不是这方面的料

睬仪 & chun xin 示范

*还有另外两对couple 很romantic~~

dance performance

游戏时间 xD

最后居然变clubbing了 囧

舞会后

女生合照

committee performers

我 & alex

*其实还有magic show 唱歌 选美 等节目

可是我找不到美美的照片 就索性不放了

啊哈哈xP

对于这次的event 我很满意

虽然没有想象中的成功 可是还是成功了

错过的朋友们，你们遗憾吧！

哇哈哈 ♥

家 ♥

终于都回到亚罗士打了呢~ =)

可是妈咪和妹在kl~

全家人没齐呢

虽然有点失落 =(

可是 还有爸比 和 两个小瓜的陪伴 xD

好久不见了喂！想念你们啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！>3<

话说
前晚去了天昱家BBQ~

原来是嘉良的farewell party?!

我只记得

天昱一直拼命烤， 我一直在拼命吃 xD

食物好多 大家食量却好少

没办法 我只好委屈自己一下帮你们搞定啦~ xP

然后……

嘉良 那家伙

去了金宝utar读construction management

在金宝的朋友 帮我照顾那小子啊~

他很害怕没朋友的~ 虽然很叽喳但却是个好人~

为人可爱 爱打篮球 学跳舞 总之很active & sporting

但 目前单身<-- 重点！！！

（帮忙介绍女生给他啦喂~~哈哈哈！）

geh cha liang 倪嘉良

fb: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100002022496282

可惜我不在金宝了

可是还有慧柠那个外星人~

你们不要吵架咯~~ 哈哈

嘉良 我有空会去kacau你的 xD

家里现在很冷清啊~~

弟弟上学 爸比工作~~

我该做什么好呢@@

电脑啊电脑

你快点好起来咯~~

我要照片update blog啊~~

T T

往事 ♥

考试时总是会听 by2-爱丫爱丫

这首伴着我读书的曲子

一直再repeat repeat repeat

百听不厌 ♥

然而

这首歌 总能轻易的勾起我的回忆

那段成群骑着自行车的日子 那段吃泡面的日子

那段睡张床的日子 那段湖边互相述说心事的日子

那段一起熬夜读书的日子 那段一起通宵喝茶的日子

还有那段恋情开花枯萎的日子

回忆啊回忆

不禁让我停下温习 细细品味

画面一闪一闪而过

开心 伤心 疯癫 烦闷 甜蜜 心碎 吵闹 的日子

那一年

的确 我经历的许多

短暂的一年 让我成长

以前的我 比现在的我快乐

以前的我 是多么的无知可笑

以前的我 是多么少根筋无厘头

想到什么 就动手去做 不必理由 不必犹豫

以前的我真的好男生（笑）

半夜可以和一大班男生喝茶 比食量< ?

结果造就成现在大胃王的我==

还可以 骑着脚车载着男性朋友 到处跑< ?

结果造就现在拥有萝卜腿的我==

回忆真的是美好

那一年 有你们的陪伴真好，我的朋友们

仅仅是你们 就为我的生活添了色彩

你们都是不可缺的存在

虽然现在已经和大部分的你们失联了

但 我希望你、你、你、你、你、你、你、你、还有你!!

都幸福 ♥ =)

我 又开始想念你们了^^

卖花的小女孩 ♥

为了Masquerate ball night

在拉曼大学的毕业典礼，

我去帮花店老板娘卖花筹款…

这真的是一个全新的体验

学会了插花包花还有知道花的价钱~

哈哈

p/s: 超贵咯 又小小朵且黑黑的==

banner

好多好多花要卖

伤眼的脸就让我遮掉算了==~

“小姐，先生，要买花吗??”

1天最少说了整百次==

从11am站到6.30pm

真的很累==

还要serve挑剔的customer…

那些aunty aunty真的是==

不过从中也看到了1些事情…

爸爸买花给女儿都很慷慨的!!

全部都由我做决定，

都要最美最大朵的==

其实是 爸爸们慷慨还是 懒惰费心思选?? = =

而且，

有钱人都会很挑剔…

会嫌贵嫌三嫌四…

其中我看到几位比较没经济能力的家长，

买1朵都要握着钱包考虑很久…

最后还是买了…

他们说 1生人1次对吧??

付了钱，

望着那老夫妻开心得握着小太阳花离去的背影

我真的有少少被感动到…

可是

我貌似对花有些敏感了…

一直打哈嚏

哈哈

趁比较空余时间就拍几张照~~

“u love me” “u love me not” “u love me..”

“… …… ARRGGHHH!!”

*JERARD 算到最后没耐心了==

哈哈

另外还有得买公仔陪花束噢!!

我觉得最可爱最显眼就是这只pink panther啦!!

可是jerard他们说很geli, 眼睛像死鱼眼==

他们… 真的不懂欣赏…

hurt 我T T

我的星期六

就这么飞过去啦~

希望还有机会参加不同的活动…

真的很想学学新东西呢~

=)

white valentine ♥

白色情人节到了♥

如果女生接受男生

就会在这天回礼咯~

我

想给他 礼物@@

不懂要送什么礼物~

既然他说不要浪费钱 要我亲手制作的卡片

我就真的做出了一个==

好久没动手工了

结果效果真的不是想象中那么perfect

有点失望…

=(

不过 他喜欢==

呃…

喜欢就好

结果

我 有点开心!!

~\(≧▽≦)/~

单调的封面

卡片开起来中间会弹出来的

一男一女手牵手

*未完成*

到处都是uhu gum的痕迹-.-

这些是我100%纯手工制作，

任何意见可以留言><

最后…

有点不好意思的说，

这些是废纸做的==

有点愧疚…

好像很没诚意…（其实我真的很用心在制作了T T）

可是我想当天送，

就没时间买材料了…

要不然 效果会更好吧<-- 借口xP

anyway,

白色情人节快乐!! =D

♥

meeee ♥

07/03

某位少爷煮的wor~

第一次让我大开眼界wor~

haha ♥

my valentine ♥

情人节

当天

没礼物，没花，没烛光晚餐，没惊喜

晚餐sakae sushi庆祝

平凡简单 但我喜欢

xD

杰第一次吃sushi wor..

咔咔

情人节当天没合照!!! T T

套餐（真的很饱）

软壳蟹（很好吃 ♥）

结果2个套餐就吃不下了@@

好像没吃到寿司==

情人节过了

杰才补送礼物

xD

那个笨蛋

自己在走shopping买礼物 还会迷路

选礼物还会选到

当结婚礼物的水晶球

偷笑他xD

可是还是很喜欢♥♥♥

礼物♥

礼物纸（可爱到爆 ♥）

水晶球 ♥

two heart one love ♥

期待下一个情人节 ♥

hiak hiak

弹弹堂 ♥

《弹弹堂》

半年前开始断断续续玩的on9game~

情人节的前一天

我结婚了♥

情人节当天

妹结婚了♥

求婚♥

婚礼开始♥

（牧师好啰嗦==）

接吻==

（好多人啊~~）

（江鱼仔人缘真好~*骄傲*）

新郎新娘♥

妹的婚礼

新郎新娘♥

接吻~~~♥

IKAN BILIS

第1111名@@

最近真的很少玩了（真的）

assignment真的好烦！！！

唉

=(

Its 2011 ♥

新的一年

Blog 终于换新衣了♥

好久没写blog了·

但是

我可是每天都有关注你们的blog噢~

只是自己比较懒得update而已~

嘻xP

或许 换个新衣

会增加我写blog的欲望吧?（笑）

没办法

我就是那么容易厌旧的人

看腻了旧的blog 就懒得去update它了

于是乎

万分抱歉xP

大家 我回来了♥

从今以后我会努力写blog

update一下我的大学生活的!!!

（以上的是 屁话 吧~你们应该听过我说会努力update N次了吧><"）

这次的blog走温馨柔和路线~

（咦?我几时变得那么感性起来了?）

以前punk style的衣服扔了~

我会想念它的（应该吧xP）

悲情音乐也换了浪漫的~

FIRST LOVE ♥

另外

comment似乎恢复操作了呢~

今后请大家多多留言呗=]

（comment --> 【♥】）

另外

网址也改了~

之前的 waiting4angel.blogspot 改成了 lovexmyxlife.blogspot

原因当然是

我不必再waiting4angel了~

何必再等什么天使呢?

我已经找到属于我的他 ♥

祝福我吧 嘻

亲情友情爱情

世上最重要的3个东西我都有了

没人比我更幸运了

I LOVE MY LIFE ♥

好想 今后 也维持现状就好了

我已经很满足~

不想失去什么了

今后

我会努力为未来铺路

毕竟 2011年了

我也快要20岁了

（还有5个月而已啊啊啊啊!!）

T T..

20岁，

是时候改 成熟长大些了

可是我相信

青春永远与我同在!!!

嘻 ♥